Another test, yet another long night.

UUUUGGGGGHHHHH!

I just don't know what to say. I want to just dump my heart out, really I do but I think I have a huge dam around it making sure that no emotion enters or exits.

Literally a million things are racing through my head, but I am numb.

Not a Pink Floyd "comfortably numb", a shock numb.

All I can say is that I have been in constant conversation with the Lord today over this pregnancy, so Can't even kneel and pray tonight...I haven't stopped since this morning.

Everyone interested or rooting for us...the time is now. Our numbers really need to take a hike up the Hcg scale...

Knee mail needed~